im hating 2006 it started off with this ultimate sweet and terribly sour incident chinese for dinner too that day (love you) its continuing with an antisocial mood that I havent experienced in years where I just cant stand anyone and everyone im also taking too many classes and that can never be good can it? too many too much
(weekend finally been waiting for it all week I can sleep!)
but I know that I will spend most of my weekend sitting on this chair working on some of the way-too-many projects I have to do just as I spent most of this evening blue or gray? tabs or sidebar? coated paper or tracing paper bleh i hate being a perfectionist I also know that sitting too long in front of the screen will get me to start depressing over how empty my life has been during the past several months or so then I will open my really huge picture folder and move on to think about how there’s this really good side to being obsessively in love with one’s camera as all the pictures taken every day are a living proof that even the littlest moments in the past month were full and the past few months werent as empty as i thought they were
You know, this year hasn’t been so bad after all.
March 11. Vandalism, I know. But it’s making everything prettier, isn’t it? Man, that class is so boring. I won’t tell you what that class is though because I can’t get myself to admit that I don’t appreciate fine music. So boring. So boring.
March 5. I can’t tell you how much I hate that room. It depresses me. Dude, who paints walls GRAY? I spend at least 2 hours a weekday in it though, which may account for my terrible mood. One day I’m going to paint pink Book@Cafe style flowers all over it’s walls.
January 30. I found this juice being sold in some off beat dokaneh, and was immediately flooded with childhood memories. I consumed so much of this juice as a child in Riyadh. It was always cold. Really cold. Perfectly refreshing for desert weather.
March 3. Funny? What’s funny?
February 12. Pre-Jordan Planet meet-up. Bad day. Only good part was a podcast-worthy discussion later on. And being in a speeding car that fell into a bump which had me scream all my frustration away.
(P.S. This post is completely experimental. Much love! And oh, yeah, it’s March 17th.)